Personal Reflection
The Torn Veil
Living as though Christ has opened the way
In Old Testament days, access to the presence of God was restricted in a way that can be difficult for us to fully imagine today. The high priest would enter the Holy of Holies once each year to make atonement for the sins of the people. Behind the veil was the place associated with the presence of God, and only the high priest was permitted to enter.
Most Christians are familiar with that picture. We are also familiar with the New Testament account of the crucifixion, when Jesus cried, “It is finished,” and the veil of the temple was torn in two.
But how often do we stop to consider what that torn veil means for us today?
When Jesus died on the cross, the tearing of the temple veil signified that the separation between God and man had been dealt with through the sacrifice of Christ. Isaiah 59:2 speaks of sin separating people from God, but the blood Jesus shed on the cross accomplished what no animal sacrifice ever could. His sacrifice was perfect. He was without sin, and His blood provided the way for us to draw near to God.
We may hear that and think, “That’s wonderful. We no longer need a priest to go before God on our behalf.” But I wonder whether we truly understand the full reality of what that means.
The Veil We Leave in Place
The veil in the temple was a physical object, but I believe many Christians still live as though a veil remains in their hearts.
We live as though we do not really have access to the presence of God. We live as though closeness with Him is reserved for certain moments, certain places, or certain people. We may believe intellectually that we have access to God while failing to live as though that access is a present reality.
The veil I am speaking of is not one God has placed there. It is one we often put there ourselves.
Sometimes we treat access to God as merely a spiritual position rather than a daily reality. But what would happen if we truly believed, with our whole hearts, that we can and should live in the presence of God every day?
Would it change what we do?
Would it change what we say?
Would it change what we think?
Walking in the Light
For the born-again believer, access to God is not merely a theological idea. It is a reality.
John 1:5 says, “And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not.” Scripture repeatedly presents Jesus as the Light, and darkness cannot overcome that Light.
If we are truly walking in the presence of God, then we are choosing to live in that Light. If we ask God to tear down the veil we have allowed to remain in our hearts, and if we truly believe what Scripture says about the power of His Light over darkness, then we can begin to experience a life increasingly shaped by the presence of Jesus Christ.
Of course, that sounds easier in theory than it often feels in practice.
There will still be times when sin weighs us down. There will be trials, discouragement, temptation, and weakness. We should not expect perfection while we are still living on this earth.
But if living near to God—walking in His Light and remaining conscious of His presence—is even a glimpse of what the Christian life can be, then what a beautiful life that is.
Questions Worth Asking
That realization ought to make us pause. If Christ has opened the way for us to draw near to God, why do so many of us still live as though we are at a distance from Him?
Perhaps we should ask ourselves:
- Why are we not living with greater joy?
- Why are we not living the way God desires us to live?
- Why do we struggle to love others the way we should?
- Why do we so often struggle to understand God’s will?
I would never want to assume the answer is the same for every person. There can be many reasons for spiritual struggle. But perhaps, for some of us, part of the problem is that the temple veil is still very much present in our hearts.
Not because Christ failed to tear it down.
Not because God is withholding His presence.
But because we continue living as though the barrier remains.
My Prayer
I have spent a great deal of time thinking about this, and my prayer has become simple: God, tear the veil in my heart.
There are certainly other parts of living a life devoted to God. We must die to ourselves daily. We must walk by faith. We must obey, trust, repent, and surrender. But the image of the torn veil has remained heavily on my mind, and I believe it is worth considering.
Christ has already opened the way.
So perhaps the question is not whether the veil has been torn.
The question is whether we are living as though it has.
Christian, ask yourself:
Is the same veil that once restricted access to the presence of God still hanging in your heart?
And I must ask myself the same question:
Is it still hanging in mine?